September 2024

This is going to be a big month for me. I'm entering a pivotal point in both my life and career. Maybe that's part of what inspires me to write this blog. Maybe that's why I've been journaling so much. Maybe that's why when I went to get my first ever massage the masseuse kept telling me to relax (I've discovered that I don't really like massages by the way) Maybe that's why I feel the need to go to church again. Maybe that's why I'm seriously thinking about starting therapy for the first time (we'll see if that plays out). Here's to a month of moving, learning, growing, trying, failing, and being brave!

I thought it might be fun to make an ins and outs list so that I can look back and maybe have a good chuckle? I don't know, but here you go!

Ins

• moving

• NYC

• business casual

• moisturizer with SPF

• the occasional coca-cola

• clear pee

• stretching in the morning

• nebulizing

• hair masks

• lifting weights

• being brave

• the serenity prayer

Outs

• going out and buying more than 1 drink (pregame hard your bank account will thank you)

• jaw tension (warm towel, palpate the jaw)

• cars (bye bye to the best car in the world)

• technical difficulties

• being hung up on that one guy from your hometown

• "could have, would have, should have" mentality

• saying "I'm scared" (what you say manifests itself whether you realize it or not)

• throwing up